Tuesday, May 02, 2006

BOOOOOOOO ><
i have a big cryy onn recess .. & blah
i dont know why suddenly like this happen to me?
wad happen to me ? why i have beeen crying.
maybe i should have cried out loud a long time .
wish i wishing too . i today cry non stop .
maybe is course. i haven been crying SUCH A BIG CRYY
ON TODAY . AHHHHHHH><
NO MOOD FOR ART.
NO MOOD FOR ENG .
BUT YET IM AT LEAST GOOD GER .
i did disturb in english class .
BUT i was the only ger who hand up homeworks ON TODAY &
I DO it by myself . but getting some help from ahbeng (syakir)
thanks AHBENG . anyways .
PEIWENJIE birthday ! NOWNOW .
HAPPY B`DAE PEIWEN JIE
alright .. maybe i getting sick & tired of homework
studies & so everythings .. SLEEP all i want.=x
but i am trying hard to studying getting NA
maybe ? But NA studies was really hard .
once i went up . i may just drop down in anytime.
it will disgrace me more right?
but on NT . We NT student got no respect from teacher.
teacher hates us . we hate teachers .
teachers scold us . wadever we do .
even BAD THINGS . which we all dosent done .
it will become we are thes one who carry the
responiablity(DONTKNOWHOWTOSPELL) . I HATE IT
just don understand yy teacher cant treat us FAIRLY .
maybe in theirs EYEs . we NT students
was NO LONGER dan good , DAN NICE ,
& was REBLIIOUS & misceallous .
dat is HOPELESS CASE .
The teacher has given us too many exmaple
too many LIKE this things .
accuse us ? when we dint done it
i dont understand yy ?
yy just cant NT student to be respect
like HOW EXPRESS STUDENT NA STUDENT .
AIYAA . ANYWAYS I HAVE WRITTEN
BULLSHIT . =( CRYS . SAD .
I DOSENT KNOW WHY .
IM FEELING SO SAD
I JUST FEEL LIKE TAKING THE KNIFE
STABBING MYSELF .. THROUGH THE HEART
& DIES WITHOUT ANY GREIDS OR REGRETS ! ..

ssimann :D